soonkuey

Fear seems to be on my mind.

2006-10-17T01:06:00.000-07:00

When FEAR overcomes,

I'm subjected to sadness.

It seems hard to go away unless my promos end.

Till then, I'm so fucked up. ~!@#$%^&*()_+

I find it hard to believe though.

2006-10-07T19:56:00.000-07:00

1st - Grab a paper and pen.

2nd - When choosing names, make sure thet are real people you know.

3rd - Go with your FIRST instincts for effective results.

4th - Scoll down one line at a time.

On the blank sheet of paper write down number 1 to 11 in a column on the left hand side of the paper.

1)Beside numbers 1 & 2, write any numbers you want.

2)Beside numbers 3 & 7, write down the names of 2 members of the opposite sex.

3)Write anyone name beside 4, 5 & 6.

4) Write down 4 songs title beside 8, 9, 10 & 11.

MY ANSWER:

The number of people you must tell about this game is found in 2.

The person in 3 is the one you love.

The person you like but the relationship cannot work is in 7.

You care most about the person you put in 4.

The person you named in number 5 is the one who knows you very well.

The person you named in 6 is your lucky star.

The song in 8 is the song that matches with the person in number 3.

The title in 9 is the song for the person in 7.

The 10th is the song that tells you most about your mind.

And 11 is the song telling how you feel about life.

X) I'm here to say I'm ready.

X) That I've finally thought it through.

X) I'm not here to let your love go.

X) I'm here to win your heart and soul.

X) That's my goal.

THE LAST LAP OF MY RUN

2006-10-01T20:11:00.000-07:00

This marks the last 100M lap in my JC 1 life, whether I make it or not depends on how I'll be studying for the last 2 weeks. Guess there will be Mr Stress and Miss Emo. to accompany me through this period of time.

*fingers crossed*

Haven't been blogging SO long was due to tight schedule of revisions being packed. Guess I enjoyed my 18th birthday, being the 1st porn star in Rfc. Tributes to the rape team.

"I shall have my revenge on the person who pulled down my boxer!"

This month was filled with many beautiful memories which include the re-making of Rfc's jersey, favourite Jay's poster, my TWIN piglet speaker, my Ipod devil skin, dumpling ankle etc. Friendship will always remain there as rocks and boulders.

-smiles-

And my breakthrough of being truthful was rewarded indeed. Although the feeling was sour-filled in vinegar but I was still all smile. Silly-ness I suppose? The heart-to-heart talk was certainly one big step I took.

[winks]

Till promotional exams end, I'll be back.

Lastly, that's me and her. =))

I HATE SCHOOL!

2006-09-07T12:12:00.000-07:00

I want to shout it all out!

I HATE BOOKS!

I WANT TO BURN THEM!

-back to reality-

But after my A levels~

My goal of the year~

2006-09-05T10:21:00.000-07:00

PROMOTION!

I want to play hard and study hard.

Soonkuey says: Suffer now and enjoy later.

Club till you drop.

2006-09-02T17:23:00.000-07:00

Babes;

Hunks;

Alcohol;

Cigarettes;

Dancefloor.

Associate together when you go and club.

A day in Zouk was not enough for me. Arghh~

When you seemed to forget what you did yesterday night and you didn't.

I wish the alcohol was stronger.

Maybe I should try something new.

I need more sleep to club more. *yawns*

Isn't Saturday a great day?

2006-08-26T03:33:00.000-07:00

The previous day had a minor arguments with the little girl.
I'm so sorry that I didn't paid attention and insensitive to your feelings.
I guess I need to be more considerate? -Yupps-

Today was Saturday and I had Volleyball training in the morning. It's been a long long time I went for training le.
And today was in outdoor, not used to the sun for a sudden.
I can say training was really bored, as the atmosphere was not there.
Compare to soccer, the bonding was not there at all.
After that went to ate lunch with Clement, Ah Niu, Meryl and Cherlyn in KFC.
There's this gay who was standing behind Ah Niu and I asked him to watch out for his ass.
Then the gay changed queue and was behind Clement. Damn funny lah. Clement became hyper? Actually he was scared he will get molested by the gay!
Long queue for my Zinger meal and all time favourite cheese-fries!
Then took a bus back school with Clement. He went back school study while I met up with the small girl who ended her extra Biology lesson in school.
Piggyback her halfway, afraid she fall off my back. I asked her to come down. You can't sit on my back while answering the phone. You will get fine by traffic police de!
Accompanied her to Toa Payoh to have her lunch in Pasta Mania. Eat like small girl like that. Whole mouth also got the pasta! -winks-
She went to take a cab home since her tuition is starting soon.
While I took the train home, I fell asleep as I was reall really tired!
When I woke up, I landed in Jurong East. What the hell. -shagness-
I got home at 4pm when it can be at 2pm? =.=!

just love sleeping when no one disturb me~

The day everthing seemed to be out of place.

2006-08-25T21:56:00.001-07:00

Oh man! (z.z)
I slept lin the dawn at 5am.
To complete my art work.
Damn this art work.
Consuming all my time.
More coffee please.
I woke up in the morning.
It was totally shagness.
Letting the water run all over me.
Emotions too flowed as well.

I seriously don't know what you want.
What's the point of scolding fuck?
My fault can?

a cigarette will do

Soft toys!

2006-08-23T01:07:00.000-07:00

I'm just like a soft toy as you mentioned.

When you needed someone the most, you take me down from one of the many shelves.

If not, I'm just chucked at a corner in somewhere waiting to be picked up again.

Guess that's life I suppose?

GETALIFE

My Term 3 Art Work!

2006-08-20T20:04:00.000-07:00

Ladies and Gentlemen, boys and girls, let's give a round of applause to this art piece of mine.

-claps claps-

I spent lots of time and effort coming to this final compossition. It speaks about my dream to persue my degree as a researcher in the university. Whereby I faced countless of stress and setback. It never stops me from reaching my final goal. I persevered on and strived even harder.

to be continued...

Life is Boring~

2006-08-15T23:36:00.000-07:00

I'm indulging myself for the art project which is due on the 25th August.

Shucks!

I have no other time for my other subjects.

Damn it!

I don't even have spare time to catch my favourite show on television.

Sheesh!

National Day 2006

2006-08-10T10:01:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Singapore!

Supposed to meet Mich and her friends at Kallang at 4pm but I was late for 20 minutes. My punishment: Piggyback her for a WEEK in addition of 1 favour.

*~!@#$%^&*

This NDP was usual as the previous years, just that this year is the last time being held in National Stadium as it will be going through renovation. Till then, I guess National Day will be in Kallang Stadium. A 20 minutes walk is worse than my volleyball training, I'm soaking with sweats. So much people squeezing.

-stinks-

The performances was alright and fireworks was what everyone craving for. I must say I'm forced to put the Singapore tatoo on my face. Retards! Retards! I had a bad time scrubbing it after I reached home.

*dui lei lou mou*

We went to Paya Lebar Mac after that. I was damn tired so remained quiet and ate my fries. In the mean time her friend was crapping away. It was kinda moody for me.

-yawns-

I accompanied her home and carrying 2 heavy stones. The mini rocket was a failure! Guess the problem lies with the location, wind etc?

*disappointed*

NO alcohol?
NO cigarettes?

That should not be considered as a proper life of a human being.

-shucks-

Sometimes I asked myself whether I should continue running this race. It seems like a never ending track. My goal seems so near yet I'm spiritually so far. Can I have a word of assurance?

A Lesson in Life.

2006-08-08T21:17:00.000-07:00

I guess I need to handle things in a more mature way.

Problems don't go away if I don't face it.

Running away is not a solution at all.

That's a cowardly action that deserve no applause.

If losing something will teach me a lesson, I will gladly lose it.

Worm-day!

2006-08-07T19:19:00.000-07:00

In the morning met Roger, Shi Ping and Monk to have breakfast in Ya Kun. Roger brought our pet frog along which we decided to name it Lim Peh after much discussion. Okies, we actually thought of buying another frog to accompany Lim Peh. But the petshop was not open. We took the bus and headed to school.

-sians-

During one of our break, we dared Xuan Yi to eat one of the mealworms for 4 bucks. After much hesitation, he finally put it into his mouth and started munching away. It's must be delicious!

*gross*

too lazy to continue blogging

Farewell dinner!

2006-08-06T06:30:00.000-07:00

Venue: Siam Kitchen, Suntec
Time: 6.30pm

Supposingly meeting Shu Hua at 5.15pm at Yishun Mrt but something cropped up!

*swear*

Hence, met Shu Hua at 5.50pm. I stunt when I saw her. And then met Monk at AMK station where he joined us. I was the BRIGHT light-bulb.

-laughs-

Reached Cityhall Mrt at 6.25pm. Met up with the rest of the classmates at Suntec City Mall. We changed the venue as Kenny Roger was packed.

*tough-luck*

We asked Madam Koh how was her new school. NEGATIVE! I guess it's the most challenging to teach in secondary school since kids are the MOST replusive at that age. One of my dream is to be a secondary school teacher. But I need to get promoted first.

-pray hard-

Oh man. Buffet rawks! We had a large variety of food! 20 dishes plus fish-maw soup which is good for complexion. Woots. The food was spicy yet delicious. I just love the kang-kong and curry beef. I ended up sweating a lot since I can't handle the spice.

*roars*

We made a dedication at the Fountain of Wealth for Madam Koh.

-sweet-

And Mich came to meet us at Esplanade. We walked around, in the end, we stopped at a nice spot where we talked and enjoy the breeze from the sea.

*chill*

Me and Madam Koh.

-speechless- part 2

2006-08-04T23:50:00.000-07:00

Day 2

Shhh~

Shhh~

Shhh~

*not everthing is in my way that i expected*

-maybe life is a long road to walk with UPS and DOWNS-

FRIES-day

2006-08-04T22:50:00.000-07:00

Well well well~

Guess today isn't a great day to start by crying in the toilet when i was about to bath. Tears flow down like the river stream~ I need to stay strong at all times, now isn't the time to fall.

*who says man can't be emotional at times*

Walking along the school long walk way was talking with Shu Hua. And i saw that familar car at the school carpark, she came out from her dad's car. We crossed each other path but I just let down my head, didn't want to even look at her.

-what's wrong-

Headed to class after buying my MILO drink. Immediately endulging myself into my MP3 soon I sat down. Let the music flow as the wind blow~ After assembly, catherine cried outside the class.

*things getting too tensed up*

Lesson was as usual, nothing much. Except for GP lesson where we had a little fun. Kinda crappy but I still enjoy it. We still didn't talk to one nor message each other.

-MUGGLEHEAD-

I officially ended school at 4.30pm but played soccer till 7pm. Left school at 8pm as there's some unsettled business about tomorrow class dinner. Sheesh~ Had my dinner at Burger King with Monk, Poser, Cool Ge-Ge and Muscle Man. FUCKING HELL! Put frog, leaves, tree branches etc into my bag. KNN! Nearly scared the SHIT out of me.

*we have new prank in our sleeves*

WATCHOUT~

-speechless- part 1

2006-08-03T22:50:00.000-07:00

Day 1

SILENCE~

SILENCE~

SILENCE~

*how i wish i was presented with the gift to read girls' mind*

-it would be a perfect gift for my 18th birthday-

My Gp Teacher~

2006-08-03T22:36:00.000-07:00

I never expected her to leave so soon from us.

I'm beginning to miss her confiscating my phone.

I remembered the time I threw eggs across classroom.

She can be fierce at times but for our own good.

Those times we had the retainees' talk together.

Everytime I talked to her, I felt a sense of maturity in me.

She changed my view of perspectives in life a lot.

She's like a potter who slowly mould me into a perfect vase.

That's her, Madam Koh, my Gp teacher.

*this entry is especially for her*

-a small motivation card from her-

I can't be bothered anymore.

2006-08-02T23:00:00.000-07:00

You kept mum everything from me.
Why? Why? Why?
Everything "I don't know".
Why can't I be the one lending my ears for you?
Or maybe a shoulder?
~!@#$%^&*()_+~!@#$%^&*()_+

failure in studies, relationships

*running away from the cruelty of this pathetic world, fucked up*

My 2.4 Km Run.

2006-07-31T07:08:00.000-07:00

I clocked at 11 minutes 15 seconds for my 2.4 Km run. Damn!
Super slow snail I am. xP

Oh my oh my! Physics was an open book test and I only scored 32/60. I'm so so dumb le.
That holy MONK got 44/60. HOLY SHIT! TOP STUDENT again. Tmd!

So much things happened, in spilt seconds. You never know the consequencs unless you bother to think about it. Well, I'm one such person. Live to regret? But nothing in this world is a mistake, it always happened for a perfect reason. Never to regret but to learn from it. Experience is such a pain in the ass, it gives the test first then the lectures.

fuck the world~

The study day~

2006-07-26T22:46:00.000-07:00

Wednesday was supposed to have volleyball training but didn't know why there isn't. It's been a long long time i ever touch volleyball liao le. Sigh~ Plus my right ankle is seriously injured, I need to wear ankle guard if not 1 more sprain that's it. I'm spending the rest of my life on wheelchair le. Thanks to that GREAT person whom gave me a great kick ar. Hahahs.

Ended up in the gym. Guess what we did? Kung-fu fighting instead of gyming! Damn funny with the slammings, submissions and video-ing.
Round 1: Monk vs Sk. I kept asking monk to look elsewhere when I caught him unguarded, immediately I charged on him and got him on the ground. *smelly*
Round 2: Monk vs Sk. Monk tried to use sleeper-hold, and pinned me on the ground. *secretly i stepped his leg* Then I flipped together with him, both of us landed on the ground and I won of course since I was above Monk.
Round 3: Muscle Man vs Big Joe. Greatest battle of all! *roars* Muscle man win after much struggle.
Round 4: Muscle Man vs Big Joe. Muscle Man spinning Big Joe in 1 leg and both fell onto the ground together. Big Joe recovers fast and pinned Muscle Man. What a match!

After that went to library to study with mich, then came Nicholas and Shu Hua. More talks less study, what the hell~ Then I acted pissed about some arguments(Nicholas's idea!), finally some peace. I can get Oscar Award/Golden House Award liao, dramatic me. Ahahas. Studied till 7.15pm and headed to Northpoint. Thanks to my itchy mouth, Nicholas and me ended in the Neoprint shop after much resistant. LOLS! Pictures paint a thousand words.

After which went to Mac, bought a packet of fries and took a bus home with Shu Hua. Hais. Since it was the 7th month, I couldn't bear to let a little girl go home on herself. Later she kanna caught by those good brothers, no one will accompany me to school le. So I had to send her home. Hahahs. *shagged*

Soccer!

2006-07-23T15:30:00.000-07:00

Match between RFC vs Team Sk
Venue: Yjc Field
Time: 10am

Today got a match against Rfc and I'm playing against them. The match was suppose to be played in Yjc field but the security guard wonuldn't let us in. Tmd! Hence I need to seek the approval from the V.principle and he disapproved! Luckily managed to book the field beside Norhtbrooks Sec. And the match was postponed to 11am instead.

Here's how to match goes;

5min: Eddison handball, penalty.
Kar Wei missed as it was brillantly saved by Khirul

10min: Short lob over defender by Kelvin Lim, it was 1 on 1 with the keeper. I fucking head the ball over the cross-bar. FUCK!

15min: Low pass from Kar Wei to Jun Nan who is inside penalty box, fired over the cross-bar.

20min: Guang Zhen blasted the ball in mid air from the right flank into penalty box, Jun Hao attempted to block but ended as a GOAL. 1-0 for Rfc.

25min: Well supported by Kelvin Lim, I dribbled down the right flank and made a cross. Darren made a volley but the ball scrambled onto the ground. BAD SHOT! Luckily he redeemed himself by slotting in the unguarded ball. Phew~ 1-1.

30min: My fucking boots giving me problem and I'm dehydrating. Went back to defence while our team was attacking. A counter attack, I think Guang Zhen again made a powerful shot outside the 20 yard box. I attempted to block but MISSED; goalkeeper got block by me and resulted in slow reaction. GOAL~ 2-1.

35min: Kenneth chested the ball and volley straight into the net. But was said to be a hand-ball. There's arguments but GOAL denied.

55min: I forgotten who scored for Rfc resulted in 3-1.

60min: Marvellous Goal! Corner was quickly taken by Jun Hao who passed to Kelvin Lim, superbly dribbled pass 3 defenders and slotted a goal through a tight angle for us. 3-2. MAGNIFICENT! Damn nice!

85min: Long cross from 30 yards by Jun Hao, I tried to head but was too short for it. But Joshua from behind netted the ball into Rfc's den. 3-3.

We decided to play GOLDEN GOAL when it ended 3-3 in 90 minutes

The heart-breaking goal came after 15 minutes, a low drive by Kelvin Soh outside the 20 yard box sent Rfc into despair. Great finishing!

All ended with the score 4-3.

Whee~

2006-07-11T13:08:00.000-07:00

World cup just ended with Italy winning it the 4th time.

Hais~ One cannot let greed take over him or else will end up losing more then he expected. BET WITHIN YOUR LIMITS!

I'm down with a fever, sore-throat, body ache, cough and a slight flu. Best time for me to recuperate from the lack of sleep during world cup. Yeah~

My block test went screwed. Should be failing my Gp, Art and Econs. Fuck~ If i don't make it this time round, i'm off to army marching in the black boots and the green camo uniform.

Can't wait for EPL to start.

Exams!

2006-06-26T05:54:00.000-07:00

What the fuck! Exams still bet soccer. Bet lose(Du shu) lehs. But I still wear my lucky red red underwear when I bet for luck purpose. I haven't wash it since world cup started and it's a belief that more stink the underwear is, the better will be the luck. Wait till world cup end then I wash bah. Muahahahahs! *stinks*

Today is first day of exams le. Physics in the morning and Gereral Paper in the afternoon. Sians~ This time never study hard le. Hais, so afraid I can't make it again this year. And I really have to get kick out from school liao. No more chance to get retain already. *pray hard*

*slowly sucking the bookmakers' money

World Cup Fever~

2006-06-24T01:02:00.000-07:00

23th June

Ukraine vs Tunisia 1-0
Saudi Arabia vs Spain 0-1
Japan vs Brazil 1-4
Croatia vs Australia 2-2

22th June

Ghana vs USA 2-1
Czech Republic vs Italy 0-2
Ivory Coast vs Serb&Montenegro 3-2
Holland vs Argentina 0-0

21th June

Portugal vs Mexico 2-1
Iran vs Angola 1-1
Paraguay vs Trinidad&Tobago 2-0
Sweden vs England 2-2

Winnings:
Brasil -1.5
($100x$1.90)=$90

PEACE OUT!
`to beat the bookmakers one day!

Huat! (Part 2)

2006-06-19T20:32:00.000-07:00

Togo vs Swizerland 2-0
Saudi Arabia vs Ukraine 0-4
Tunisia vs Spain 1-3

SPAIN GIVE THEM PAIN!

WINNINGS:
Swiss($1.42) 1x2 $50
Ukraine($1.77) -1 $50

TOTAL:
$$59.50

Is this possible?

2006-06-18T12:37:00.000-07:00

France vs South Korea 1-1
Brasil vs Australia 2-0
Japan vs Croatia 0-0

People who buy France, Croatia,
Bookies are laughing away but they are still losing money from Argentina's match.
While people who bought Brasil, consider lucky as they still win money.

*one fine day, i'll beat the bookmakers.

Huat! (Part 1)

2006-06-17T20:28:00.000-07:00

I thought I was supposed to be studying!

2006-06-17T04:09:00.000-07:00

Something I must really SHOW OFF!
15th : ECUADOR($1.76) and SWEDEN($1.80) both $100 each for 1x2.
16th : Argentina($1.38) $50 for 1x2.

X) X) X) X) X) X) X) X) X) X) X) X) X)

LOSSES:
Tunisia -1/2 $50
Woodlands 1x2 $10
Woodlands 1/2 $5
Ukraine 1x2 $10
Toto Quick Pick $2

X( X( X( X( X( X( X( X( X( X( X( X( X(

15th June

ARGHH~
Damn sick le. Suffering from some illness which is killing my whole body. I'm feeling so restless now while talking with HER.

16th June

After I went to sleep yesterday, SHE messaged me at 2.47am?! SHE asked me whether Catherine and HER can come my house tomorrow in the morning. MADNESS! Actually I was supposed to attend maths extra lesson at 2pm. In the end, I got brainwashed by Catherine and HER. Idiots~ Met them at 12pm and was a little bit late due to several factors which I shan't be bothered to explain. If not SHE will say excuses again le. SHE was at Kiddy Palace again, playing with those soft toys. Then we went to eat lunch at Ya Kun, SHE doesn't want to eat because it's too CHEAP le. Ahahahs. Kidding kidding.

Then they went to accompany me REDEEM money. SHE thought I was going to ATM. ATM is WITHDRAW lohs. Guess what happen in the underpass? Being a GOOD SAMARITAN, I bought tissues from the old lady. And SOMEONE tried to be a BETTER GOOD SAMARITAN, bought 2 times more than me.
Act only~ LOLS! A lot of tissues.

We then decided to watch Silent Hill at GV. The show starts at 1.55pm and we have 30 minutes to spend before the show starts. Hence we headed off to Timezone. We started off playing a super lame game, kept throwing in 20 cents coin to win the tickets. With the last 3 20 cents coins, I managed to find out how the game is played. IDIOTS~ With only a few tickets, we can't exchange anything at all. We went to bought the Timezone card and played even more games. In total we accumulated 97 tickets and exchanged for a "slinky" and a packet of sparkles. Just nice the movie was about to start le.

Silent Hill's story line was kind of confusing lohs. Catch no ball at all. It's not really scary lohs. Rating: 7/10. Catherine was damn funny, kept lying on HER. And half of the time SOMEONE was grabbing and shaking my right arm. There was once my whole arm got NUMB! Next time must ask HER sit alone in a corner because even commercial SHE also screamed. LOLS! *shake head*

We headed to town with Catherine who is meeting with her friends. LOLS! Her friends superly lame lohs. They were like drama-ing for quite some time lohs. Then me and HER went our own way le. We searched high and low, looking every where to help HER find POSB to withdraw money. She actually wanted to eat BREEKS de. Then my mouth too itchy le, asked HER go eat Fish and Co which is in Wheelock Place. Still need to walk there somemore. Tiring lohs. In the end, we landed in NYDC to have our dinner.

After that we went to the section of Social Science in Borders. SHE was reading some books and in the mean time I was busy stoning away. ARGHHH! I can't stand books! SHE got bored then we walked to Pacific Plaza finding most of the shops closed. No where to go since every shop seems to be closing, accompanied HER back home. It's true that the road from HER bus-stop to HER house was DARK and also Banglas following HER! LOLS! Waited so long for a cabby and some stupid girl snatched it from me. TMD! Lonely me then took a cab home from the East.

A day which seem so dull~

2006-06-12T22:37:00.000-07:00

World Cup Results~
Australia vs Japan 3-1
USA vs Czech Rep. 0-3
Italy vs Ghana 2-0

Yeah! Bet $25 on USA 1x2, $10 on Australia 1x2 and $15 on Italy H-H. Only USA disappoint me only. Fuck lohs, also forgot the Cech playing as keeper for Czech. Suan liao lah. Win only $4.50. Enough for me to pay part of my Macdonald's meal only. Sigh~
Tonight must chiong again. Damn tired, woke up at 1.45pm. In the midnight went see soccer at Northpoint Macdonald till 5am plus plus then reached home. Shagged!

12th June

I was suppose to meet HER at 12pm at Yishun control station to see the chinese physician for my ANKLE. And guess what, SHE woke up at 10.20am. May i question, 'How long does it take to travel from the East to North side?' SHE told me about an hour and she left house at 11.30am? And SHE still dare to ask me go wait for her some more. Later like some kum gong kia stand/sit there. NO WAY! Lucky i smart lohs, i slowly take my time. 12pm: Online for 15 minutes, Bath for 15 minutes, walk here and there anohter 15 minutes. 12.45pm i left my house. She just nice called me when i reached the bus stop. Damn! I missed my bus. I PURPOSELY late de lohs, give HER chance to redeem HERself.

Asked HER to go walk walk around Northpoint first. She went to kiddy palace and play with those soft toys? ~!@#$%^&*()_+ Still asked me to listen to those melody. Ahahahs! I think there is a problem with her? LOLS! We took bus 800 to the place where i always see my chinese physician. Whee~ Upon reaching there, we saw the CLOSED sign. SHE gave me that that look, and how am i suppose to react? Bo bian lohs. Can't see the physician. Save 20 bucks lehs! Then took cab back to Northpoint le.

We walked around northpoint from 1st floor to basement and from basement to 1st floor seeking for food. SHE came to a conclusion to eat in Swensens. SHE said accompany me eat, end up ordering some FATTENING chocolate ice cream called the Sticky Chewy Chocolate™. And i had Chicken Baked Rice for lunch. We finished lunch at 2.30pm, at the same time she's suppose to be at City Hall MRT. LOLS! And her friend called. Although 2 out of 3 shops didn't have what i wanted, i still manage to get my 1Gb memory stick, WInning Eleven 9 and Cable for my PSP with HER accompanying me.

And then walked HER to MRT station. Conscious was bugging me, hence i offered to accompany HER to City Hall MRT. Hmmm. Time passed very quickly as usual. How i wish that one have the ability to freeze time? Preserve that moment in time. But i rather not have it, if not i might abuse it. Luckily HER friends called and told to meet in Orchard. And at that instant SHE left from the train, the feeling was out of words to be described.

And after which i went Somerset to visit NUM. It's been a long time since i went there le. Immediately went to take a look at the world cup series of flipflop, decided to get either the germany or england design. It's damn nice but the price is a little too expensive le. But still worth while for a limited design flipflop. Ahh. Then saw my accomplice in NUM flipflop, Marcus. As usual we crapped about the world cup and our life. I was at level 5 when SOMEONE messaged me buy for HER be@rbrick from Action City. Anyway it's quite cheap, so decided to buy for HER as a little gift.

Then took train back to Yishun and faster ran to Singapore Pools to place my bet as my mummy was waiting for me in the car. Saw Champ, Kenneth and their one friend. They were discussing who to buy. Damn ali baba lah. Ahahahs! Then went to my aunt's house and i immediately went to take a nap. When i woke up, just nice SHE meassaged me after HER movie. *yawns* Damn tired! Need to prepare myself to watch world cup the entire night. When to Northpoint's Mac watch world cup with Kelvin. Was chatting with HER while watching soccer. And SHE asked me sing HER to sleep when i was in public. NO WAY! But... 2 sentences only.

Dumpling Leg~

2006-06-10T23:04:00.000-07:00

Wah Sei. Like damn long never blog le. These few days damn slack lah. No volleyball training, no classes, no nuts. All maths tutorial are cancelled for the whole week. YEAH~ Damn song lah.

Gosh~ Block test is coming in about 2-3 weeks time le and I haven't really been revising my work le. Guess it's time to concentrate on my studies a little before I get kick in the ass for it.

9th June

*YAWNS* Woke up at 8am in the morning. Called Mr Monk to check whether there is GP lesson for the day, he said yes. Tried to call Mdm Koh, but she didn't pick up my call. Then asked Michelle to double comfirm, she also told me there is. It was raining so heavily lohs. And I had a sudden urge to lie on my bed again. Hahahs.

Took the damn bus to Northpoint, and went to MacDonald to have my breakfast take-away. Called Michelle and she told me that she's also in Northpoint. My 1st reaction was to ask whether she's in MacDonald of course. Bloody hell, say I'm stalking her. *KNS* Hehs. Had my breakfast with Catherine and her.

Then listened to them talk-cock sing-song play mahjong. Then they decided not to go for PW meeting and Econs tutorial. (Such bad students) And they came to a conclusion of going to Chua Chu Kang, LOT 1 for K-BOX session. Upon reaching there, guess what. 1 side of my eye piece, the rubbery thingy went missing. Damn, how on earth am I going to get it replaced. The eye piece cost me $59.90. SIGH~ SAD LIFE!

First thing when we entered room. Michelle immediately flew over the sofa and tried to sleep. Only pigs would obviously do that right? Catherine began her SCREAMING. ~!@#$%^&*()_+ It's damn saddening lah. 1st time comw K-BOX so no life de. I tried to get high with Catherine but the chinese words are so small for me to see plus I never listen to those songs before. Hence, I need to anyhow read them. SOMEONE DIDN'T PARTICIPATE UNTIL PEER PRESURE WAS INTRODUCE. I never say who ar. You know it yourself. Hahahs.

Everything went smoothly, till came a part where there's a phone snatching competition. I got countless steps on my leg because I refused to return her NIKE bag. I don't know who lah. LOLS! Here come the best part: Upon knowing a poor boy like me suffering from a sprained ankle. She gave a good kick, thinking she's taking a free kick like that. Woohaaa~ Let me tell you how the pain was like; Rubbing salts against untreated wound.

THE REST OF THE UNFINISHED STORY I SHALL LEAVE IT FOR MYSELF TO REMEMBER FOR LIFE.

10th June

WORLD CUP KICK OFF~
Germany vs Coasta Rica : 4-2
Poland vs Ecuador : 0-2

TMD! Germany damn tyco, 86th minute the bloody Fringes took a long shot ouside the box and converted it into a goal. My Coasta Rica +1 1/2 ticket flew away~ DAMN!

060606

2006-06-07T00:02:00.000-07:00

Whee~ Finally catched a movie despite a busy week. When I'm suppose to hand in my art work in thee morning at 10.30am sharp. If not, marks will be penalised. Quoted from my beloved art teacher, Miss Gao. *gees*

OMEN!
Today was so called the birth of the devil's child. The movie was damn scary lah. *some parts only* In the end I hid behind Jacq's jacket le, and that was only the last 15 minutes.

OFF TO RUSH MY ART WORK!

Holiday Blues~

2006-05-31T21:10:00.000-07:00

Damn 'pek chek', do my art painting can really cry. About 80% still untouch? Fcuking hard to paint lah. *shake head*

JACQ! HELP ME!

Hais~ And my maths have a total of about 100 questions to do. Insanity lohs! I'm so going to enjoy my June holidays to the fullest.

I haven't watch X-man 3, Da Vinci Code, Mission Impossible 3 etc. Fcuk, fcuk, fcuk.

CHEERS to heavy work load.

x)

CRAPS~

2006-05-30T09:51:00.000-07:00

Life sucks! *pui*

It doesn't mean when I'm down, I feel depress. It does not work that way for me. Haahs~
Stupid pig! AND lastly I don't really share.

Better work hard for Block Test, if not end up like me le.

Art Work~

2006-05-29T21:53:00.000-07:00

My Pretty Art Project Colour Scheme!

-Perseverance

-A4 size.

-Colour Pencil.

Holidays!

2006-05-29T19:36:00.000-07:00

WEE~ Holiday mood switch on le. But still must go school for another 2 weeks. Oh my! Damn boring lah. Sigh. Curse the school to burn down in the near future. #?%!

Recently was busy into art project. Not really much time to spend on blogging. I miss those great days when I finished my 'O' levels. No worries, no burden, no nothing, no nuts. Spending my days hanging out with my close pals finding jobs, loitering in town. Everything a teenager will do.

BLock test is coming soon in late June. Better start mugging hard le. If not get some fcuk up result, I will be superman again in the end of this year le. And I'll be going to "Left! Right! Left! Right!" liao in that case.

X)

Who I Am Hates Who I've Been

2006-05-29T19:21:00.000-07:00

By: Relient K

I watched the proverbial sunrise
Coming up over the pacific
And you might think I'm losing my mind
But I will shy away from the specifics
Cause I don't want you to know where I am
Cause then you'll see my heart in the saddest state it's ever been
And this is no place to try to live my life

Stop right there
That's exactly where I lost it
See that line
Well, I never should have crossed it
Stop right there
Well I never should've said that
It's the very moment that I wish that I could take back

I'm sorry for the person I became
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change
I'm ready to be sure
I never become that way again
Cause who I am hates who I've been
Who I am hates who I've been

I talked to absolutely no one
Coudn't keep to myself enough
And the things bottled inside had finally begun
To create so much pressure that I'd soon blow up

And I heard the reverberating footsteps
Syncing up to the beating of my heart
And I was positive that unless
I got myself together I would watch me fall apart

And I can't let that happen again
Cause then you'll see my heart in the saddest state it's ever been
And this is no place to live my life

Who I am hates who I've been
And who I am will take the second chance you gave me
Who I am hates who I've been
Cause who I've been only ever made me

coughs coughs

2006-05-24T19:04:00.000-07:00

*arghh*

Having a bad sore throat right now le. *coughs coughs* Sick liao le lah. Yesterday don't know who kept pestering me sing and sing and sing the whole night le. And yeah someone still OWE me lots and lots of hug wors. Haahahas! Right or not? Some more during the day kept miss call me and made me got scolded by teacher. Hurr hurr.

Yesterday had a good talk with Cherlyn in msn. Really clear some air from my chest. Don't know why some people must act until like that. Double-sided face plus a fucking lousy liar I suppose. Say what want to go home; act act run to board bus then see you pop out of no where after 45min in interchange again. Luckily heaven made us OPENED our eyes widely and see your true colour arr.
Sorry primary school girl, next time I don't sians sians le. Our future Vice-Captain!

no hard feelings~

CHAMPIONS!

2006-05-22T05:35:00.000-07:00

Ole ole ole! Seletar emerged as the CHAMPIONS house for floorball. We cleared Rodney 2-0, and proceed on to Finals where we beat Pierce 3-2. *phew* Simply close fight against Pierce; We lead 1-0 at the first half, then second half they brought the score to 1-1, in split second we lead again 2-1, and in a fast counter attack by Pierce they draw 2-2, in the crucial last minute lady luck was simply with us and we lead again 3-2. *prrrreee* Whistle went and 'YEAH!' Our MVP player Mr Ah bee, our goal scoring machine. And of course credits to our 5 other players: Melvin, Ben, Jun Nan, _____, ME! SELETAR OII!

WE ROCK!

Floorball?!

2006-05-21T00:57:00.000-07:00

Yeah! Yesterday had Volleyball training outdoor and finally I could make good use of the sun to get a nice tan. My tan keeps fading away if I don't constantly get under the sun. Training was as usual, the only difference was that Bball inter-house was comencing beside our court. I got to change my job to 'setter' le. Quite tiring of course, set for them to spike only. But I enjoy it.

Then after training went to floorball inter-house. Waited and waited for our turn to play. The first game for me was VERY tiring, kept running and running. But we manage to win Rodney2 1-0. Next was against Pierce2 and we took them down 4-0. These 2 games we won because it's 4 against 3. Damn cock lah. The last game was against Admiralty where we beat them 2-1. Yeah! I scored 1 goal against them. Sort of tyco de. Seletar top the table and got into Semi-Finals, against Pierce1. *pray hard*

At night cycled and meet Kelvin eat Mac at 100 plus there. Then my search for Vodka bottles began. Seacrh so long but still no sign of that particular bottle at all. Damn sians lah!

Untitled.

2006-05-19T07:12:00.000-07:00

Inter-house games was so so fun. But when you aim high, and unable to attain that. The feeling was sour indeed when you try so hard, put in all your effort. We were so near yet so far. 3rd was what I got in soccer and we know that we are able to make it into Finals. Hais! We lost to Pierce 1-0 in Semi-Finals. And played against Rodney for 3rd-4th placing, draw in full time. It resulted in a penalty shoot-out where we won 3-0. Pierce got 1st, beating Canberra 3-1. Simply awesome goals! Hmmm, volleyball? Nah! Got last position. Pui. At least I know I'm not sore loser or what. Lose jiu lose lah. Can try harder next time de mah. Not say inter-school or what. I also don't know what to say lah. Action speaks LOUDER then words. Can only say I'm utterly disappointed.

Yesterday watched the movie GOAL! late at night which I borrowed from Idol Roger. Ahahas. A very very interesting, impactful show that I strongly recommend to soccer fans out there. Rate: 8/10.

Friday Night Fever!

2006-05-16T21:42:00.000-07:00

12th May 2006

Yeah! Damn song lah. Today is a public holiday. Knn, early morning got miss call liao. Opps! Forgotten playing badminton with Ellena and her friend plus Xuanyi and me 12pm at Yishun Stadium. As usual I was late, and it was only 15 minutes. Played till 2 plus plus and was about to leave when it started to rain heavily. We tried to run out to the bus stop opposite the stadium, heaven decided to warn us by a LOUD thunder. We are indeed terrified but Xuanyi was crapping about some theory of his that one in a million get strike by a lightning. In the end we had to dial for cab and we headed to Northpoint for lunch.

After that met Kelvin at the Singapore Pools near his house. After much discussion, we decided to buy the special thingy for the match of SAF vs. Albirex and I'm the only one who bought a draw for Japan vs. Scotland. Finally I went home to take a hot bath, after which I took a short nap. Soon after I woke up, immediately rushed to switch on the TV and Albirex is leading 2-0 during half time. Full time it was 2-2. The match damn exciting lah, it seems like it's going to score in the last 10 minutes but the strikers of both team kept missing. Yes, we won money again! Can go celebrate liao le. Eddison damn heng; luckily never buy if not lose money le. $100 will fly away!

At night went drinking at the coffee shop under block 110. Kelvin cycled the bicycle while I was standing on the stands. At some part of the journey was quite tiring as it was a slope upwards. And I need to get off since I'm so fat. Hahahas! Then I ate a bowl of fishball noodle and French fries before drinking. I think estimated bottles we drank in total was 9 if not mistaken. I played the fist guessing game but I kept losing. AND I have to keep drinking. Then later we talk cock, sing song jiu go home le. On the way back I bought ginger tea to cure my 'heavy head'. It works!

Reached home about 4am, took a bath BUT I can't sleep. Played my PSP till I fall asleep. And only slept for only 2 hours and had to wake up for volleyball training which starts at 7.30am. Fcuk sia. Damn shag and my whole were so weak. I want to sleep more!

'Busy' keeps the world move.

2006-05-11T22:32:00.000-07:00

11th May
Well well well~ This whole week was indeed busy as I have an art presentation which I think I screwed it quite badly today. My pronounciation was TERRIBLE! Knn, all the art word sibei chim arr. Like French or German. But it was like a last minute thingy, so I do not have much hope on it. Maybe a decent pass would be great.

After the art presentation which lasted till 7pm and my whole 'kar cheng' became numb. But after which xuanyi and me rushed to vb court to play for a little while. INDEED A LITTLE WHILE. We concluded that we are there to help them keep the vb net. TMD! Only get to spike a few ball. Not really song enough. Saturday training spike more.

10th May
It was my Maths test! Only did last minute revision which was 7hrs before it. Inequality, matrix bla bla bla. Luckily it was only one chapter, if not i surely buang. Also quite screw up as during the test, seating arrangement was mixed up; people seating on wrong table; teacher shouting like mad dog.

Hence while doing the test was feeling guilty also. BECAUSE I was also on the wrong seat. Didn't really concentrate doing qns 1. Haais. Threw away quite a few marks which I shouldn't have. Fcuk that person who was seating on my table. Fail for your that test. *Grrr*

The whole 2nd week of May was playing Black-Jack or Big2 in canteen, classroom. There was winnings and losses but it seems that I lose more than I win. Hahahas. There's a saying in chinese, " Out of 10 gambles, you will lose 9. " I DON'T BELIEVE!
My theory: Lose $1, Bet $2. You will definately win at least ONCE. Trust me.

Screw My Gp Essay.

2006-05-03T07:31:00.000-07:00

Kuku bird! Fuck the Gp essay lah. Not enough time to write. Tmd! How to pass like that? Nabei phua turtle. I wrote about half page long and decided to rewrite again. Sians. If I pass it would really be a miracle. *cross-finger*

Nothing worth to mention today.

Except for this funny video clip that my tuition teacher send me. Go and watch it! I assure you that it's fucking funny. Watch it below or visit this website: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vaFm47lsL2g
&feature=Views&page=1&t=a&f=b

Post Labour Day Blues.

2006-05-02T07:51:00.000-07:00

I guess today wasn't my day after all. My mummy woke me up at 6.15am but you know being a lazy shit. You would normally reply, " 5 mintues!" When I opend my eys again, to my horror it was 6.30am already. Nabei! Of course kin kin rushed to toilet lah. Bath finish already 6.40am liao, faster change into uniform. When i wanted to wear my dunk, my shoe laces weren't there. Fuck man, didn't put up my shoe laces the night before. Looking at my empty bag, I panicked even more. And my pictures aren't uploaded into my thumb-drive. I'm screwed I'm screwed! #?%!#?%!

Left home at 7.05am sharp and was eating my breakfast while walking down the stairs. I think I have to pack my bag the night before after this incident. If not I'll be rushing like mad. It's always good to kick a bad habit. Screwed~

Nothing funny happened in school for the pass few hours until we went to the library. Desmond reminded me about the colinandkero.blogspot thingy. This is god damn sick to the maximum lah. Gay blog! I find their behaviour really unacceptable. Though there's no concrete evidence that they are really gsy. Only pictures of them hugging and mouth close to one another. It was so funny and I kpet teasing Roger. "Touch me some more, you end up like them!" He went disgusted and squeezed my nipple. He's not well-versed in the soonkuey's special nippliser at the moment. Try harder.

And then I showed them a gay ass who viewed my friendster account. This gay has pictures much much more interesting then the previous one. Both of them are together in bubble bath! Sick right?! If you really want to view this picture, please go get a thrash bag 1st. Be prepared to puke-ified!

SICK! SICK! SICK! SICK! SICK! SICK! SICK! SICK! SICK! SICK! SICK! SICK! SICK! SICK! SICK!

I think I have to be really be careful these few days, in case I get whack for nothing outside. No hard feelings for gays out there. Just find that your actions a bit too shocking for me. If you feel insulted or otherwise, I can only apologise.
God created Adam & Eve ; Penis & Vagina. How can sword fight against sword?
*common-sense* You get nothing out from it. Use it wisely.

Ok, enough of gays. Let's talk about butch-es. I really need to be sensitive in this issue. There is this fucking butch in my school who goes around diao-ing guys. WHAT'S YOUR FUCKING PROBLEM? Are you just plain jealous that WE(guys) have penis? Well~ Jolly well fuck off! And go town get a dildo for your self pleasure. My friend can witness/vouch this diao-ing incident. GET A LIFE!

And I came with a lame thesis lah. Soonkuey's thesis: Got boobs be butch?! Kind of have some rhyme. Unless really that flat like Changi airport then I don't blame you. But WTH, when you have boobs and you be a butch? I hate butch! They leave lesser woman for me! Shoooooo~

Well well. I guess it's sleeping time. Good night. Felt great to clear things off my chest. Have to go pack my bag 1st before going to bed. See ya real soon. Take good care!

Slogged whole day!

2006-05-02T00:40:00.000-07:00

Well~ Today was suppose to be a holiday for me yet I'm stucked at home with my art assignments. Instead of going out to play, I need to face my beloved computer for almost 12 hours to get my powerpoint done and art pictures ready by tomorrow. This really sucks man!

My powerpoint is about 80% done and for my art pictures i have 16/45 which is about 35.6%(3sf). So much of assignments to be handed in tomorrow. I wish all the teachers teaching me are down with sickness so that I have another day to complete them.
*pure evil-ness*

Hmmm. That primary school girl really come in handy! And I really really have to thank her a lot. Providing me useful pictures although ONLY some are of much help. Really appreciate your kindness. I think the only way to repay her is to get more drawing blocks and crayons for her. Lols! (SHOUTING TO P.S.G: THANK YOU!)
#P.S.G stands for Primary School Girl

Hearing PEOPLE that they are out there having fun; Watching movie, kbox-ing etc. How I wish that I could take a cab down and hunt these people down. ARGHH! WHY CAN'T I HAVE SOME FUN?! #?%! *smirk*

In the afternoon, my smart ass cousin from Hwa Chong Institution came to visit us with his mother. As you know old aunties loves to grab people like me by the cheek and go " So long never see you. Become so cute already." Being a good boy I sat down there smiling and let her stretch my cheek, treating it like a facial massage. *ouch*

It was my younger brother turn but he was too fast for my old auntie and he ran into his room. My mother of course drag him out and his massage was terrifying yet better than mine! I was like laughing away the whole time. Haahas. Poor brother.

Credits to few people who tried to help me today. Venus, Angela, Felicia etc.
Especially Sheng Yu who edited a picture for me.

A round of applause to Sheng Yu!

Laugh my ass out! My maid!

Because Of You.

2006-05-01T01:31:00.000-07:00

By: Kelly Clarkson

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

Start posting!

2006-04-30T18:36:00.000-07:00

Oh yeah! My hard work had been paid off! Spending my Sunday afternoon creating my blog instead getting my work done. How slack can i get? Right now i'm suffering stiff neck problem and i'm still writing this shit. Must be due to the long stationary time in front of my computer desk. *pain*

Holy shit~ I still have tons of art homework to do. 45 pictures taken in a camera and a powerpoint of 5 artists self-portrait with detailed information about them. What the fuck! 45 pictures due on Tuesday and the powerpoint due on Thurdays.

I'm so going to enjoy my long weekend. WIth a Economics and GP essay still untouch, I think I'm so so dead. Well~ I have to burn mid-night oil just to get them done tonight. And I know the best person who can accompany me. Studying till 4am?! #?%! That's total insanity!

Almost forgot to thank this very very special person who lent her digital camera to me. Primary School Girl aka Cherlyn. Hahahas. Small built but TALL girl who always suffer from "sore-throat problem" when she opens her mouth. Funny funny girl. Always get suan by me after volleyball training or when I seize the opportunity! And she will always say give me face that type of nonsnese. Lose already say give face, must be sporty ma. Pui pui pui. I despise you! Lols.

Gonna stop here. My mummy is already beside me kaopei-ing me already! How i wish i had bought an ear-bud. And i can only see the movements of her mouth instead of noises. ARGHH...

My volleyball kit!